Monthly Archives: June 2011


When you can say nothing at all…

It was 8:00 o’clock in the evening and she stairs at me. She looks into my eyes and trying to say something. I didn’t get it. I’m so naive, I don’t know what that stair means. I’m really stupid and I didn’t notice that it pertains something. I just found out that she loves me after 3 months. I found out about it at the time that she no longer loves and she’s with someone already.

I should be more keen if someone stairs at me like that. Damn me, I’m so stupid. I’m an idiot. How can I say now that I love her. I don’t know. I don’t care. Oh, I care… A bit. That’s why I’m blogging about this now. Geez. Oh geez. I don’t know what to say. Where to start. What will happen if I started saying that I love her.

Should I tell her? Should I keep this to myself and wait until me life ends? Should I bury this into oblivion? I don’t know. I’m crazy for her. I’m so crazy for her. I love her and I don’t know what to do. I want her to be mine, but somebody owns her already. I think I should just keep quite and watch over her and make sure that she’s happy. That’s all that I can do for now. Nothing else, because I’m such a wimp.

I’m a wimp I’m a wimp I’m a wimp!